This is not a pearl. You may want to skip this entry.
Today, I finally gave in and slid into the pit that has slowly been sucking the life out of me. I would have shut out the world today, but two little boys have insisted that I hold it together and entertain them…and I’m thankful that they are here.
But I’m so discouraged. Depressed.
I don’t usually share these feelings, but I thought I’d put my words into cyber space, because I just wanted to be able to say, “No, I’m not OK.” Instead of the standard answers I give, “I can’t complain.” “I’m doing fine.” “I’m well.” I’m not.
I’m weary. Tired of being me.
I hope tomorrow will be better.
