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Poor, Poor, Pitiful Me...

This is not a pearl.   You may want to skip this entry.

Today, I finally gave in and slid into the pit that has slowly been sucking the life out of me.   I would have shut out the world today, but two little boys have insisted that I hold it together and entertain them…and I’m thankful that they are here.

But I’m so discouraged.   Depressed.  

I don’t usually share these feelings, but I thought I’d put my words into cyber space, because I just wanted to be able to say, “No, I’m not OK.”   Instead of the standard answers I give, “I can’t complain.”  “I’m doing fine.”   “I’m well.”   I’m not.

I’m weary.  Tired of being me.   

I hope tomorrow will be better.

 We are His, and He protects what belongs to Him with a jealous love.

We fear because we do not yet understand that He lives within our heart, and He is just that close in times of trouble…inside our hearts!   He hears every prayer.   He does not want us to fear tomorrow, because tomorrow is always in His hand.    Nor should we fear the night, because He sees us through the darkness just as he sees us in the light of day.   He is, after all, light.   

Don’t look to the left or to the right…but keep your eyes on the Master, for He will give you rest.